Had a dark moment last night. Thinking about how my OCD impacts on my husband, I know he still loves me at the moment, but I wouldn't blame him if he fell out of love with me. I am not the care free person he meet at university. When I look at him I can see all the stress, both emotionally and financially, I put him under and it makes me sad. He was always such a care free, happy person but I feel I am sucking the life out of him- must try harder to overcome my OCD for my families sake!
So hard when my mind thinks but if you don't do this or that you will give them a disease!